[ Historically she's not in such a mess, or at least not such a talkative one. Historically she pulls herself together before how much of a mess she is becomes clear.

Historically she implodes, really. It's nice to not be imploding. It's nice to talk to Alpha. It's weird that it's nice. She doesn't know this man and he knows entirely too much about her. ]

Oh, no. At least, I don't think so. I don't mind talking either, it's pleasantly distracting from other realities at the moment. Not that I know what to talk about. I'm much better at pretending to be normal than remembering how.